It's been awhile...

My life lately has looked alot like this (mid-terms next week).

My house (which I hate <-- long story) is looking like this.

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I haven't been cooking much because, well no time. My little Mercedes needs a haircut so bad, she can barely see. I'm such a mess lately :(

Things that are important to me:

1. Have kids soon (medically important)

2. Raise my children (no daycare)

3. Do something I love (i.e. cakes)

4. Finish school (3 more classes!)

5. BE HAPPY!

Every single thing on my list seems unattainable. I'm unhappy with Mr. P lately. I want my own place. He had the house before me and it's become such a burden for both of us. It's too big to keep clean, the yard is too big to manage and the mortgage is too expensive. Everyday I come home, I'm reminded of how unhappy I am with my life and goals. I'm working on school and almost finished. Everything else is way off in the distant future.

Mr P and I are on such rocky ground lately because of the house. He's so focused on the house, I've been feeling like I'm off on my own. I told him to pay more attention but he said he has too much going on. I'm at the fork in the road again. Do I wait it out and hope things get better or just go and make things happen for myself ? 

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Too Happy not to Post

Not sure what was slipped in my coffee this morning, but give me some more! I feel super productive, when in reality I haven't done any more today than a normal day, but do I feel good :)
Also, shopping after work is getting me giddy. I'm also thinking of having a bake-a-thon tonight! Finally make some banana muffins.

YUMM-O

Wow, those look awesome. I also would like to bake this pumpkin cheesecake.

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 Substituting splenda of course.  I would also like to make cheddar and bacon scones. The perfect hangover food for Sunday morning :) Not sure how far in advanced I can make them though (and I need bacon).

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*wipes drool* As soon as I hit the door to the house, my beautiful pot roast is going to smell yummy. I have a couple books to read, a few shows on my DVR and some comfy pants to hang out in. Life is so much better happy :)

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