Random Thoughts in my life today

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1.) I have a migraine this morning that started right behind my eyes. The type you know that no amount of Tylenol will cure :( I know, I need new contacts/glasses and want to schedule that appointment before the end of the year, but that requires time and money and planning. Next.

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2.) Everyone and their sister is pregnant right now in my life and it's making me sad. As I've shared, I was one of those lucky pregnant girls at one point in my life. God had other plans and took my son away from me at 21 weeks old :( I should have a 4.5 year old son to celebrate Christmas with and I just don't. I spoil my niece, other people's kids and my dogs, but it's not the same. I know that my time will come, but I'm getting impatient and I want to make things happen yesterday. Had a convo with Mr. P about it, he wants to do it the "right" way, which so do I, but make it happen already.

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3.) I'm still having ovary pain and there is no end in sight. In order for me to work on #2, I need to get this all figured out. It's upsetting me, my doctor isn't doing more about it and their answer is to wait things out. I'm noticing I have no patience.

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4.) I need to make an effort to make it to the gym. I'm paying $30/month for a membership I never use :/ I really should go, but I'm lacking energy almost every day :( I keep up with the dogs, but even that is difficult at the moment.

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5.) I made a delicious dinner last night and wanted to post about it and share pictures, but I didn't take any pictures. I'm planning on making my bake sale cookies tonight and french onion soup for tomorrow. I have nothing planned for dinner tonight though.

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I am beeehind! And the Dentist

I finished a book I want to review. My house looks like a tornado of papers and toys and Christmas presents, Oh My! I promised Mr. P I would clean tonight, but that was before little Mercedes woke me up every 15 minutes last night. I also need to send out Christmas cards, I am behind!

I have the recipe for Peppermint Whoopie Cookies I will share later this week. I have new found respect for working moms. I only have two dogs and I'm exhausted and it's only Tuesday!

Next year I'd like to boycott Christmas, it's too much work. I only do most of it for my niece. I hope everyone has a less hectic Tuesday then I do!

The positive this week is my dentist was able to squeeze me in tomorrow. Of course he'll spend two minutes peeking around in my mouth before telling me I have one cavity that he will fill next time and his next opening will be Jan 3, after my insurance money restarts for the year :( I did this last year about a week before my insurance was set to stop and that's what happen, so it's probably the cavity I never got filled because he milks my insurance company.