Thursday, November 4, 2010

I'm in a funk :(





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I am stuck in some parallel universe where I can not shake this funk. Everything is making me cranky or pissy or makes me feel pms'y (yes, I'm aware I made up a word!). It has started to feel like everyone else in my life has great news to share: engagements, babies, moving, ANYTHING. I feel like I am standing still and when I get news it makes me upset or even envious.
I hate not feeling thankful for what I do have. I have my two little pups that I love, but I want a baby. I have my wonderful boyfriend, but I want a husband. I have a gorgeous house, but I want a new kitchen. I love my car, but I wish it were newer. I feel like a brat throwing a tantrum.
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I know there are people out there completely worse off from where I am. I think of where I was 3 years ago and I'm proud to be alive. I was still depressed from losing my son (which I still carry around on my heart), newly widowed and just plain depressed. Lately it's been feeling like I'm slipping back into a huge depression and I'm not sure why. My friends are passing me by and I'm left on the sidelines being upset. I used to have such a zest for life and now it takes everything I have to get out of bed each morning.
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I don't expect anyone else to understand. This is my blog where I share how I'm feeling without being judged. I'm sorry to be such a downer, but I need to purge my mind and hopefully gain some clarity from this.

 
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6 comments:

  1. ShawnNovember 4, 2010 at 10:16 AM

    I am a new follower from the BOB hop. Do not apologize for your feelings and I hope blogging (journaling) will help you. I do not know the devastation you experienced but from your post I could feel your pain. Hang in there and I will follow your progress.

    On a lighter side, I wish I had a chip to dip into your button!

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  2. Missy SalsaNovember 4, 2010 at 10:38 AM

    Thanks for your encouragement. I started this blog to share my feelings and that is what I'm doing. I hate being pessimistic though. :/

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  3. RuthNovember 4, 2010 at 2:27 PM

    I'm sorry you're feeling so blue (& that your dog ate your coupon book.)

    I don't know what I could say that wouldn't sound trite right now, but I'm sending you a big virtual hug!

    Ruth
    living well, spending less

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  4. Missy SalsaNovember 4, 2010 at 2:35 PM

    Thx Ruth. I'll take it!

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  5. HBrummettNovember 4, 2010 at 5:32 PM

    HI!~ I have battled depression for years. It is horrible and so hard for anyone to understand! Be strong! Thanks for linking up at Traveling Through Thursday! I am now following you. Hope you feel better every day! ~Heather www.livingonloveandcents.blogspot.com

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  6. AnonymousNovember 4, 2010 at 5:48 PM

    Hi! I'm a new follower from the Think of Me Thursday Hop. I really like your blog and I hope you like mine too!

    Liz

    www.ablogwithnopurpose.blogspot.com

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